More random feeling(s)...

I just realised that I deliberately fire on a lot of innocent people. So if you are one of them, you have my apologise. hehe (shouldn't write a blog in the middle of night, can't think properly, perhaps that is the time that I can express my feelings deep in my heart)

Ok erm, instead of talking about politics, I decided to share what am I going to do in the future, since politics are too dirty for most of you guys.

What can a zoologist do?
Basically you can be a research scientist/analyst, conservation officer, veterinary laboratories, academic research or even a policy consultant/adviser, working for private companies or even government. If you are lucky enough, you could have a chance to be a TV presenter as Steve Irwin did.

Where do want to work in the future?
Here come some main points. I really home I can go back to Malaysia, establishing family (if I do) over there. In fact, I'm neither a Kiwi nor Chinese of China. Most of the Malaysian Chinese thinks that the policy of Malaysia is worst, racist, corruption or some other negative stuffs, so a lot of them (not all) have been educated like this: Be hardworking, study like crazy, get a chance to study oversea, graduate over there, work there, find a girlfriend/boyfriend and married over there, and finally throw away your citizenship and never come back.

Well is it fair enough that the government doesn't treat us fairly as well. That's why we lost a lot of man(woman) power/resource. But think about this : If you are lucky, rich enough to leave the country, then that's fine; but how about those who are not as lucky as you? Are they deserve to suffer over there?

Sorry to say, sometimes I think that those who throw away their citizenship and can't be bothered on what on Earth is happening back there, is a bit.........kind of..........selfish
I'm really felt sorry if I simply generalise you, but this is my thinking.

I felt a strong calling that God is calling me go back and stay there. My sister shared to me last time: Why God had placed you in this wonderful country? Why not Australia? U.K? or somewhere else that is comfortable? There must be a answer for this from God. The may a calling for me, not for others, but sometimes, think about the question mentioned above, and see how you feel.

We trust in God, doesn't we will always be comfortable. Yes staying in Malaysia is kind of life draining but you could treat this as suffering for God. People back there need to hear the Gospel of God. Heresy, corruption is everywhere, which can't be changed by human, but God. And suffer for the Gospel of God is always worthy since the Gospel is so precious which is about the salvation for a soul. "so do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord, or ashamed of me his prisoner. But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power o God" 2 Timothy 1:5-8

In fact, that country is just so wonderful. I can strongly experience that there are too many things that New Zealand can't and never have just like Malaysia has. On the other hand, there are a lot of stuff that Malaysia can learn from New Zealand (or some other developed country). We simply have everything like resources, we even can be self-sufficient if we do manage it properly. This land is not worst, it is just not good enough.

And luckily the country is still a democratic country, as a citizen, you will always have a responsibility to change the country. We love the country, not the government, and sometimes we may have to treat the government as a foreigner if they are corrupting the land. Think about this : Would you like to allow the bad things continue to happen over there? If yes, ask your self-conscious again; If not, doing something, at least a lot of prayers, please.

If you can't think about anything that Malaysia is a better place to stay, I can probably help you with it. (for the points below I'll compare Malaysia and New Zealand)
1) Yes Malaysia is hot, but at least it is consistent. Weather and climate of New Zealand is just so emotional, especially Dunedin. As the saying goes : 4 seasons in a day. In Malaysia we don't need to buy thick, puffy, and super expensive winter cloth to keep us warm, which cut down part of the living cost. We do need air-con, but not heat pump or fire to keep us warm as well, and sometimes we can just open the window to solve the problem

2) Yes the living cost in Malaysia is high, but, is it? We have the lowest food price and basic living cost through out south-east Asia. The food here is so expensive which 1 meal here can fulfill your stomach 3 times back there.

3) Yes the people in Malaysia is so bad, again, is it? Or just the minority politician? The land is just a total mix of culture which provide a prefect medium to let us exchange with each others. So that's why we are at least bilingual (I'm trilingual. hehe). For those who think English is the only language you have to learn, think again. The world is no longer like before. Globalisation is a fact, which drives multi-lingual to a absolute advantage. In other words, the more language you literate (I stress here, is literal, not one of speak/write/read), the more advantage you have. Well basically New Zealand is still English dominant, with Maori as second, and the culture doesn't mix very well compare to Malaysia.

And most importantly, home is always the home. Just like the home in heaven.




Well, a long long blog again.
Sorry if my patriot missiles blow you again =.=