I found a lot of things which I have to learn when church service last night.
It was my fault to consider love is simple, because realistic does not tell me about that.
It is not complicated either, which means that circumstances tend to lead to a failure.
It is all about serious.
God send somebody to give me advise again, I felt that I might have to slow down, or even stop chasing someone.
I have to realise that, she is not center of my life. I cannot desire for it, or else I will lost everything, including the one who died for me, Jesus, for my sins.
Lord Jesus is the center on my life.
To start a relationship, to be honest, it is definitely not a game.
Although I did consider it like this, but now I found that it become more and more serious.
There are too much factor need to be taken into account.
Until here, I will ask myself, should I give up? or keep going?
If yes, mean that I choose not to overcome my obstacle in life!
There is not maturity, not fruit in my spiritual growth!
Or, I have to equip myself until I'm ready?
God please let me know how to love you, since you died for me, my everything
Please let me know how to love myself, if not I will not know how to love people around me.
Please let me realise what is the priority that should to done in the very first.
Please help me to know more about you, my spiritual growth.......
Please close the door of the wrong way and open the right door for me.....
Please guide me when I done wrong decision...
Pray for me
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My Dear One,
ReplyDeleteIts touching to read that you are indeed "growth" up. You are a "Man" by yourself. Thank GOD who has been with you always.
Loving a person is not "liking" or "admiring" another person. But it starts with "liking & admiring". It may takes months or years to "action" it out before it becomes "Real Love".
In time of "Action", you will find a lot of challenges & test come both from GOD & the devil.
GOD will lead to "Trial" & make you stronger, but devil will make you despaired & desire for flesh.
You may keep the below in mind as checker:
Age: a person who has grown matured both in physical & mental, ready to have family (have children) & able to make reasonably sound decision.
Body: No physical health redundancy
Character: Practice good christian character & bears fruits of the HOLY SPIRIT
Dollar: Financially self support & practice thanks-giving.
Education: Closer educational gap aids life long sharing & communication
Faith: Have a same faith in the LORD JESUS CHRIST
Gentleness: Have a heart of gentleness & care of people around that will up-lift the Name of The LORD
Hope: Always with positive thinking mind & full of Hope in the Living GOD.
Intellectual: Connecting people with more intellectual then emotion
Joyful: Phillipian 4:4
Kindness: Its better to give than receive Acts 20:35
Love: Learn LORD JESUS
Yours lao-kawan